The Emancipation Of A Retard

I live in that solitude which is painful in youth, but delicious in the years of maturity.
~Albert Einstein

Hold on ..you’re still breathing.

I don’t know if this post is going to make any sense but here goes . 

Do you ever feel like somehow you don’t quite belong in your body , it’s like you’re physically present but your spirit is floating away and all you want to do is feel connected to the people around you but you can’t seem to find your way through.Every word that comes out from your mouth feels so foreign and peculiar to them and you’re just there.. wondering.. why doesn’t anybody get me? 

What is wrong with me? 

I don’t know, but is it okay to be this alone ? Regardless of the amount of human interaction you’re getting , is it normal to feel this alone?